I saw a girl in an ancient forest

I saw a girl in an ancient forest

She was desperately looking for a key

A key that would give her the answer

A key that would give her the solution….

A key that would finish the many problems in her life

A key that would finish her pain and the suffering

A key that would finish the loneliness for so many years

A key that would finally open the doors to her freedom….

And under one of the ancient trees she found the key

The key she was looking for so desperately

It was a powerful and ancient key

It was the key of suicide that fits on many doors….

And that afternoon on a rainy day filled with the darkness in the sky

The girl, she jumped in front of an  approaching train

Holding the key of suicide

Tight and desperately in her hands…..

Parts of her body were smashed on the platform

Parts of her body were smashed on the rails

The people on the platform were screaming

And her blood filled the windows of the train….

The train driver came out of his cabin

The man was pale and in shock

The trains were blocked for an hour

And when the platform and the rails were efficiently cleaned…

Again the trains started to move

And the rhythm of life

Again found its way

The people went back to their daily routine….

Again you could hear the noise on the platform

The noise of the busy talking people

Trying to forget what just happened

And make it disappear in their daily routine….

The girl, she just died without pain and without regret

No she didn’t go straight to heaven

She simply entered the spiritual world

And the first one who was waiting for her was the dark angel of sin….

And the dark angel of sin

Brought her soul back to the earth

And with pleasure he showed her the broken body

He showed her blood on the windows of the train….

And without a word the dark angel of sin sent her back to the spiritual world

And there was waiting for her another angel covered with a pitch black robe

He was the angel of guilt

And her brought her back to earth and showed her with pleasure….

He showed her with pleasure her funeral

With her coffin standing outside the grave in the rain

And he showed her crying mother and her father

And he showed her the tears on the cheeks of her little brother she loved most….

He showed her the crying friends standing together in the rain

And she saw her class and her teacher

For one minute in silence

Because nobody knew what to say….

The angel of guilt sent her back to the spiritual world

Where was waiting for her the dark angel of punishment

And the dark angel of punishment showed her with pleasure

A lonely and  cold empty room….

And he commanded her to stay their alone

Alone for a million years….

Until she would  finally

Understand all her sins….

And when the girl was alone

Alone in the cold empty room

She remembered the magical key she had still in her hands

The key that she found under the ancient tree in that magic old forest….

And she tried the magical key on the only door in the ice cold empty room

And easily the door opened by the power of that magical key

And there she was suddenly back in that magical old forest

That ancient forest where she found the key….

And she saw back the ancient old tree

And she put back the key under the tree

And then she could suddenly feel the warm love of the ancient tree deep in her heart

And she could feel that the whole ancient forest was filled with the love of that ancient tree …. 

And in front of that ancient tree she felt asleep

In the magic old forest filled with the love of that tree

She fell asleep under that tree….

And woke up in her bed healthy and without any  scratch…

She woke up with her heart filled with love

And in wonder by the memories of the magical dream

She opened her windows

And she let the sun shine deep into her heart

She went out on the sunny streets

And she saw there a girl covered by sadness and covered by loneliness

Holding an ancient key in her hands

And she took that girl in her arms and gave her a warm loving hug and she whispered into her ears….. “I have to tell you a magical dream……”

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