maandag 2 juni 2014

I saw a girl in an ancient forest

I saw a girl in an ancient forest
She was desperately looking for a key
A key that would give her the answer
A key that would give her the solution….

A key that would finish the many problems in her life
A key that would finish her pain and the suffering
A key that would finish the loneliness for so many years
A key that would finally open the doors to her freedom….

And under one of the ancient trees she found the key
The key she was looking for so desperately
It was a powerful and ancient key
It was the key of suicide that fits on many doors….

And that afternoon on a rainy day filled with the darkness in the sky
The girl, she jumped in front of an  approaching train
Holding the key of suicide
Tight and desperately in her hands…..

Parts of her body were smashed on the platform
Parts of her body were smashed on the rails
The people on the platform were screaming
And her blood filled the windows of the train….

The train driver came out of his cabin
The man was pale and in shock
The trains were blocked for an hour
And when the platform and the rails were efficiently cleaned…

Again the trains started to move
And the rhythm of life
Again found its way
The people went back to their daily routine….

Again you could hear the noise on the platform
The noise of the busy talking people
Trying to forget what just happened
And make it disappear in their daily routine….

The girl, she just died without pain and without regret
No she didn’t go straight to heaven
She simply entered the spiritual world
And the first one who was waiting for her was the dark angel of sin….

And the dark angel of sin
Brought her soul back to the earth
And with pleasure he showed her the broken body
He showed her blood on the windows of the train….

And without a word the dark angel of sin sent her back to the spiritual world
And there was waiting for her another angel covered with a pitch black robe
He was the angel of guilt
And her brought her back to earth and showed her with pleasure….

He showed her with pleasure her funeral
With her coffin standing outside the grave in the rain
And he showed her crying mother and her father
And he showed her the tears on the cheeks of her little brother she loved most….

He showed her the crying friends standing together in the rain
And she saw her class and her teacher
For one minute in silence
Because nobody knew what to say….

The angel of guilt sent her back to the spiritual world
Where was waiting for her the dark angel of punishment
And the dark angel of punishment showed her with pleasure
A lonely and  cold empty room….

And he commanded her to stay their alone
Alone for a million years….
Until she would  finally
Understand all her sins….

And when the girl was alone
Alone in the cold empty room
She remembered the magical key she had still in her hands
The key that she found under the ancient tree in that magic old forest….

And she tried the magical key on the only door in the ice cold empty room
And easily the door opened by the power of that magical key
And there she was suddenly back in that magical old forest
That ancient forest where she found the key….

And she saw back the ancient old tree
And she put back the key under the tree
And then she could suddenly feel the warm love of the ancient tree deep in her heart
And she could feel that the whole ancient forest was filled with the love of that ancient tree …. 

And in front of that ancient tree she felt asleep
In the magic old forest filled with the love of that tree
She fell asleep under that tree….
And woke up in her bed healthy and without any  scratch…

She woke up with her heart filled with love
And in wonder by the memories of the magical dream
She opened her windows
And she let the sun shine deep into her heart

She went out on the sunny streets
And she saw there a girl covered by sadness and covered by loneliness
Holding an ancient key in her hands
And she took that girl in her arms and gave her a warm loving hug and she whispered into her ears….. “I have to tell you a magical dream……”

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